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$5 rummage sale find for my tiki patio. :teeth
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But I'm pretty happy with my progress, considering the obstacles that have been thrown at me.

Ditto

I'm not happy with myself and who I am currently. That's true.

But, I also am proud that I own a house, am married, have kids, am arguably one of the best track photographers in California, own vehicles and motorcycles and guns and TVs and like actual adult things, and compared to a large portion of the world, am doing quite well despite my mental struggles. That can also be true.

And that I'm able to wake n bake and take morning shots when the mood takes me without it putting any of that at risk. Is amazingly true.

Hey 30 year ago Koi, living in a tent and trying to pull his drunk and naked mother out of the bushes before the cops arrive, how does that sound? Like bullshit ~ 30yr ago Koi

Hey 25 year ago Koi, you just woke up at Denny's because your father is on a meth bender and you needed to sleep and get some homework done to graduate, how does that sound? Like bullshit ~ 25yr ago Koi

Hey 20 year ago Koi, you just became a widower and are debating the point of life. You are considering becoming a upper level dealer through a successful front, or just traveling a bit before changing careers, and maybe you'll buy a motorcycle and learn to ride, how does that sound? Like bullshit ~ 20 year ago Koi


I guess it's a bummer for GAJ that I don't rank on his measure of success.

My scale is different and that's ok too.
 
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I am showered an dfeeling feisty. I need to replace my almost 30 year old bathrobe that has basically become a rag.
 
I need to call and cancel an appointment, too.

Then figure out primary care/ doctor. Eh, ugh

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Okay okay okay, finishing this (afternoon) coffee and I swear I’ll do something other than rolling around b6 Ike and random food/grocery shopping (already done some)
 
I need to get shots in my knees and shots. My back and shots in my neck. I’m now entering Ricky’sworld at rocket speed.
 
Skipped the gym. Did Khans YouTube’s instead.
Got the rest in.

Metal 🤘🏻 time.

I was good all week on the booze.
Well….. :teeth
 

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Just rolled into pt Reyes station. It's nice on the coast today.

I've decided I'm not getting anymore shots... I'll just be drinking all my shots.
 
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