It's so very hard to know how and what to think.
I have an imagination, prone to paranoia about government, way before recent Deep State stuff, decades really. Distrusting the government for me goes back to Vietnam days.
I watch tv and movies and am influenced by what I see. It's unavoidable,"
If we accept that its a suicide, we are going with what would be the simplest, easiest narratives for all parties involved. If we think its was assisted, ignored or just outright murder, then we're tin-foiling it in the eyes of many
I just don't know what to think. It's just way too convenient and sounds torn from a screenplay. Divorcing myself from it seems impossible.
Oh well, back to other things.