Women have a really good way of fucking you over. I don't understand how you can say "I always thought we'd end up together." and then a couple weeks later tell me "My heart belongs to someone else." So let's just throw away 2 decades of friendship.
This is some emotional manipulative bullshit. There was a lot I could say but I didn't and just said "Okay". There was a lot I could say but I didn't. I don't like talking in anger because even though this lady is someone I will probably never talk to again, saying things you can't back isn't good, whether it's deserved or not. I do my best to not do that ever.
But what I'm doing is reminding myself of all the girls I've dated, or maybe just friends with benefits, when it was over, there were no bad feelings. One of my exes still sends me funny videos of raccoons on instagram and we have random conversations because I do care about her and she does care about me.
Things will be better in the future, I know that. There is a lady out there that will like want and appreciate everything about me. Maybe not everything. No one's perfect and I'm kind of a weird motherfucker.
